Back to bare feet
(Feb 2nd-8th: 15 mins read)
TL;DR:
– first time standing normally w/o shoes or boot;
– a few days later, took the first ‘barefoot’ steps;
– a 20% deficit on a double leg calf raise ๐ … ?
Milestones (& significant events)
| WK16 | Milestone / Significant Event |
|---|---|
| D-1 | A “Good News / Bad News” thing: – first time on the scales in bare feet ๐ |
| D-2 | A ‘close call’ at my partner’s: – reflex reaction -> stabbing calf pain |
| D-3 | |
| D-4 | Less a milestone, more a ‘style’ moment: – transition to barefoot: the ‘Zombie Shuffle’ |
| D-5 | An almost normal barefoot gait Double leg calf raise shows 20% deficit |
| D-6 | |
| D-7 | Extra exercises to train top of ROM Approx 8k steps / day average |
< Note: For a complete list of milestones click <here> >.
Mental Health (& daily happenings)
Mon: The “Good News / Bad News” thing
Woke up in the middle of a weird and slightly disturbing dream this morning: wringing the neck of a goose that was doomed for the oven. No idea where that came from … no plans to cook anyone’s goose ๐ , never killed an animal before (assuming flies and mosquitoes don’t count!) … buuut am not a vegetarian. Although I’ve toyed with the idea before, tried eating vegetarian and even vegan diets for short periods, I’ve remained a steadfast meat-eater despite my mum being a vegetarian from before I was born. This has seemed inconsistent in the past already on occasion … and it REALLY bothered me as I lay in bed this morning. For whatever reason.
My (lack of) consistency with the rehab physio has been bothering me more and more the last few weeks too – I think since a bit before Christmas, really; last week was, I think, the height of my inconsistency. And THAT’s really bothering me too … it is just sooo incongruent to pay a significant sum of money for the Achilles Rebuild and then be anything other than as consistent as possible with the drills. I mean, it’s not like I’m not doing them at all … but the lower body strength once a week … kinda pathetic, when it could (should) be min. twice and really three times a week. The ankle mobility and strength
Both factors have lead to me putting on about 2kg in 15 weeks … on the one hand, some might say, could be worse; on the other, I was already too heavy before the injury and now I’m at over 68kg / 150lbs (which for someone at 168cm / 5’6″ coupled with a slim build is just way too much). No surprise that my jeans didn’t fit last Friday (well, I kinda squeezed into them, but they were super tight); I refuse to resort to an ex-colleague’s ‘solution’ as well: “Just buy the next size up!” he said.

Still … to move away from that slight touch of ‘doom n gloom’ for a moment: yes, the numbers on the scales are not great … buuut on the positive side, look at those bare feet! Yup, first time standing normally without boot or shoe in 3.5 months ๐ ๐ช ๐ฅณ … it’s pulling a bit still, but not hideously so; think it’s time for the wedges to go, other than maybe the walks to and from work and then maybe in another week or so, should be zero problem to finally start walking around the flat in bare feet ๐ค.
Then there are the crutches: still using ’em for the work stretches … just to counteract the rucksack, really, make sure I don’t get tired before I reach work or home whilst enabling a reasonable pace (approx. 12min/km, step length more or less back to normal at around 70-75cm).
Tue: Another ‘close call’ -> stabbing pain
First thing in the morning, it’s off to the bathroom; am still popping my shoe on to do so at the moment – yes, I stood barefoot yesterday, but, particularly in the morning, the tendon is so stiff, it’s really uncomfortable just to do that, nevermind walking … kinda ‘re-rupture feeling’ uncomfortable.
On the way back from peeing, as I went from bathroom to bedroom door, my jumper caught this little decorative ‘Bรคumchen’ (baby-sized tree); I felt it catch, instinctively ‘braked’ with my right foot, on a right ‘turn’, to avoid pulling it off the table and was ‘rewarded’ with a sharp stabbing pain in my calf – ‘only’ about a 2/10 level, but definitely that kind of pain you shouldn’t be ‘courting’. It’s a bit awkward, really, that little table …

Wed: A swollen ankle … again
A relatively long visit to a supplier’s place led to a swollen foot – no pain, directly from the swelling, but again a 1cm or so thick puffy area; on top of that, low level pain in the mid-foot area.
“Ein guter Mensch”.
Thu: Barefoot “Zombie Shuffle”
This day saw me getting the local physio to check my double leg calf raise, see what he thought; doing it in shoes, it didn’t look too bad … initially I wasn’t ‘really trying hard enough’ on my non-affected side (which obviously masks the actual deficit and makes the objective analysis of this quite difficult).
Once I put a bit more effort into that, the deficit became a bit more marked; later, barefoot, it became even more obvious – more on that in the ‘physical’ section.
After standing barefoot, comes walking barefoot … in my case, barefoot walking is still more of a ‘Zombie Shuffle’. I seem to remember reading on Reddit at some point about someone who thought they walked like a zombie … and I think anyone who’s watched a ‘zombie apocalypse’ movie will recognise this off the bat.
On the topic of zombie movies: “Shaun of the Dead” is an English dark humour comedy classic set during the beginning of a zombie apocalypse. I don’t know anyone who’s watched it who didn’t think it was funny. And especially now: there are some scenes in it where I just think, “holy shit … so many people with bust Achilles tendons ๐ !”
Anyway, I heartily recommend you go see it ๐ ๐!
Positive moment: I went out for a “Currywurst mit Pommes” with my sons who live with me in the evening … the 15yr old even took his homework with him and proceeded to do it on the table in the pub. I really appreciate being able to have time like this with my kids: them simply being there is, of course, one aspect; I also love the fact that we can do this and have a great laugh together, even on the 1km walk there and back!
Fri: First proper barefoot steps
So it has to be made clear, that these first proper bare foot steps require a warm-up: currently, it takes 500+ (minimum!) steps to begin to get warm enough to do short normal steps; another 500+ to get far enough to do normal length steps without pulling; mid-foot pains (1-2/10) a constant follower.
Sat: A 2.5km walk in the sun with my doggo
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Sun: A cracker of a climb: VI (5.9) & VI- (5.8)
One of the highlights of the week: after a fun bouldering session (still just low-level traverses!) with a short upper body session on the upper level, my friend and colleague (yes, the one who took me to hospital exactly 16 weeks ago) & I went over to the climbing hall.
Since I was already warmed up, I hit a VI (5.9 in the US) and, somewhat surprised, topped out (except for the last holds above the automatic belay height); climbing down I had to grab for other holds, so it wasn’t a totally ‘clean’ (up & down) climb but I cracked it, for sure!

After a short pause, during which my friend topped out on a parallel route, we headed outside – almost felt like spring, with the sun on our backs as we faced the climbing wall.
A VI- (5.8) looked inviting, heading into a bit of overhang – I’d cracked one of the parallel easier routes with similar overhang, so I thought, “Doable!”. The video my friend took shows I wasn’t wrong ๐ ๐ – man, that was a good feeling!!
He and I went on to complete a V+ (5.7) before calling it a day … and heading off to the bistro for a ‘well-deserved’ beer.
Physical health (& progressions)
A summary of this week’s physical stuff with various metrics to monitor progress; all of these will ‘wobble’ a little with time, one shouldn’t forget this: from weight (which can oscillate inside a +/-0.5kg window quite easily for me), through all the others (calf size ‘just’ went up 1cm but probably swelling).
Body statistics / metrics
Weight: 68.3kg / 151lbs

Calf size: 35cm (swelling?!)

Knees-over-toes: 13cm / 5″

Elongation:
No test done.
Single leg loading:
Physio drills / weights / reps / etc.
Ankle Mobility: Currently, this unit consists of a) scar massage (also non-ops), b) ankle pump, c) active inversion and eversion, d) seated ankle dance, e) seated heel slide, f) sit-on-heels (ankle plantarflexion stretch); to round off: 3 gait drills, a) weight shift progression, b) march-in-place, and c) step through.
Consistency: I do some exercises really every day, some multiple times; I ‘ticked this off’ this unit for all days this week … I pretty much never do them all as one block, with the gait drills often done (or similar) whilst out walking (they’re done with shoes on anyway).
Ankle Strength: Starts with a) 8 x plantarflexion isometric, b) 12 x banded ankle eversion, c) inversion, d) and plantar flexion, e) seated weighted calf raise (20kg / 45lbs), f) double leg calf raise – bridge/supine, g) double leg calf raise – straight, h) single leg balance.
Consistency: this is the least-clearly-consistent set of exercises this week … Thu/Fri I marked them in the Achilles.Rebuild app as ‘not met’ – I’d done some double leg calf raises and a couple of the others, but really not well-defined enough to consider the entire unit as ‘done’.
Lower Body Strength: 1 set comprises of heel elevated a) 10 x goblet squats (17kg / 37lbs), b) 10 x kettlebell RDLs (20kg / 45lbs); c) wall sit (90s), d) 10 x straight leg calf raise (non-affected only, now weighted with 5kg), e) 10 x bent knee side plank/leg raise (each side), f) 10 x glute bridges, g) 10 x supine resisted hip flexion (each side), h) 10 x bent knee calf raise (non-affected leg only, still unweighted).
Consistency: I think this is the first week since I started, where I actually did 2 sets a day, 3 days a week (Tue/Thu/Sat). The time effort for this is about 35-40 mins (with setup and all); what with Tue & Thu being remote working days, there really is no excuse to get this well-defined, in the meantime easy to carry out unit done. Here I want to build up to 3 sets a day and, before too long, have a couple of additional exercises added to widen the exercise coverage.
< NOTE: all exercises have been demonstrated via video snippet in earlier posts, will try and link later >
Real-world movement / exercise
Walking: the main thing here, other than daily stuff (which includes plenty of short <1km stretches a day, but rarely anything longer), was doing the 2.5km / 1.5mile round with Fini in the sun on Saturday.
Cycling: Still doing just stationary bike, 30min x 120W, no boot. Despite keeping a pretty constant cadence of around 80, my pulse depends heavily on a) regulated slow breathing, but also b) how well I’ve slept, and c) what I was doing just before cycling. Maybe all obvious, but I hadn’t expected such variance … with cycling outside it doesn’t really ever happen that you have exactly the same set of conditions, so I, personally, am seeing this for the first time.
(Note: as already pasted in before, see here for benefits of low load cycling for Achilles rehab)
Climbing: still sticking to two sessions a week, on Tuesday and Sunday; still also wearing the boot – Chris has recommended doing so until the point of successfully doing at least one good SLR.
Exercise sessions: < still not really sure if this is the best way to display these stats … ๐ค >
| Exercise | Mon | Tue | Wed | Thu | Fri | Sat | Sun |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| Walking | 2.5km | ||||||
| Cycling | 30min/120W | – | – | 30min/120W | – | – | – |
| Climbing | – | – | – | – | – | – | – |
Other peoples’ Week 16 journaling
SJ’s Week 16-17 YouTube journal
(tendonitis improves / calf raise variants)
Ollienorcal’s Week 16 Reddit
(still slow progress / no SLR in sight)
That.Blimmin.Achilles – Week 16 (Insta)
(outdoor snowy pumped hope-filled training)
Scott Morgan’s Week 16/17 on YT
(dry but detailed report on physio drills, swelling, etc.)
Other assorted links
The initial idea of this section (at the moment) is to ‘park’ some links to good stuff as I find them to sort them later on to the more relevant earlier pages as I restructure; this should lead to being ‘fed’ links to important stuff around the right time during the rehab journey ๐ค.
Reddit threads
- Update on nontraditional recovery – 9 months post rupture: why you really should get second opinions
- Worst case of pediatric malpractice I have ever seen – warning: GRAPHIC child achilles tendon case!
- One year Anniversary: Successful martial arts comeback.
- 10mo post op – Competed in my first Hyrox!: very upbeat, successful Hyrocx comeback story
- First SHL raises (17w non op): For 17w showing SLRs, for 13w showing EXACTLY the same swelling as me.
Incredible stuff
- AMAZING robotic hip/leg: you HAVE to see this!
White Papers I read this week
- Effect of Blood Flow Restriction Therapy Following Achilles Rupture and Repair: A Randomized Controlled Trial (2022)
- Effect of blood flow restriction on muscle strength and stability following foot and ankle injury: A systematic review (2025)
- Effects of Blood Flow Restriction Therapy for Muscular Strength, Hypertrophy, and Endurance in Healthy and Special Populations: A Systematic Review and Meta-Analysis (2022)
My Google Gemini ‘Deep Research’ < empty >
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My thoughts on the coming Week 17
Obviously, I could have been more consistant with my exercises. I am plugging a lot of time and effort into them, but I have the feeling I’m not doing enough, consistantly, of the right ones. Hence the missing 15-20% height on the double leg calf raises; the alternative way of looking at it is to consider that the affected leg at max. height can support only about 5-10kg / 10-20lbs. The positive side is: with zero to low load I can at least, seemingly, extend the affected foot as far as the non-affected foot.
Whilst I recognise it may be too much to expect, I can certainly hope for seeing an improvement in this by the end of next week – I believe, with Chris’s help, I have isolated some exercises to really do 2-3 times a day every day to improve this single aspect; additionally, using the package scales under my affected foot, it should be another metric that I can track easily, as opposed to the height (which, I think, is impossible to measure at all on my own).
Future-Sol’s reflections (< to come >)
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